4.3.11

Chicken

I've been inside all day,
despite the sun,
because, oh it may look beautiful, but it's 30 degrees... awesome

i did finish my final writing about Sophocles' Three Theban Plays
which made me happy for the accomplishment,
but terribly disturbed about the concept of fate.

it's making my anxiety about my future do this
which i think makes me look like this
but i have to remember that
I just wish this year off I think I'm taking didn't have
so that the world would only seem like this,
if i took a really great hit of acid
i need someone to come and just throw me into something else
because i'm starting to feel like this guy
.need direction.
if you have one, please help. or even better, come with me.
Let's get out of here
together.

until then I'm just going to keep listening to this CD on repeat

xx
CMS

3 comments:

  1. One of your best posts ever. Maybe because I'm in love with just getting up and taking off. But too me NYC is an adventure have not been there since 2005, but soak that shit up, smoke/drink enough cigarettes and whiskey to make a man blind and ride that city into the sunset.

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  2. Ps. There is no direction, follow your gut, which is a way superior compass.

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  3. Jay you are the sweetest. If you're ever in NYC we should certainly get a drink together.

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