My Last Mistake

So New York Looked Like This

ALL DAY

which makes me feel like this

a slight diversion from the normal, this:

but it hasn't been that bad cause my friends' band Innocent Flannel

(they are awesome btw, you should do all those things you do for bands that are awesome like like them on facebook and follow them on twitter. much appreciated y'all!)

was in town this weekend

which felt kinda like this

(but with more whiskey and gigglin')

these are our shoes one night outside one of those weird east village pub bars

that plays pop-hop (poppy hip hop)

p.s. one of those pairs of shoes belonged to a certain Dan Auerbach of The Black Keys until he returned them and a certain stylish bass player scooped them up!

...and after all that

SOUTHERN LOVIN'

IN THE CITY

i'm peacing out motherfuckers!!!

i shall be arriving in my homeland at 12:30 tomorrow

where one of my best friends is picking me up in his new lexus SUV named cupcake

and we will drive it to a field and smoke grass while we lay in it

i might even be making a drive down to New Orleans

so i can hug my dear sister

so goodbye to this

i'm going to shower

pack as the sun comes up

and feel as triumphant as this guy looks

as I say hello to this

xx

CMS

Chicken

this cold won't go away

I've been inside all day,

despite the sun,

because, oh it may look beautiful, but it's 30 degrees... awesome

i did finish my final writing about Sophocles' Three Theban Plays

which made me happy for the accomplishment,

but terribly disturbed about the concept of fate.

it's making my anxiety about my future do this

which i think makes me look like this

but i have to remember that

I just wish this year off I think I'm taking didn't have

so that the world would only seem like this,

if i took a really great hit of acid

i need someone to come and just throw me into something else

because i'm starting to feel like this guy

.need direction.

if you have one, please help. or even better, come with me.

Let's get out of here

together.

until then I'm just going to keep listening to this CD on repeat

xx

CMS

Feeling Like Myself Again

This is how I feel after writing a paper

on Existentialist Literature

i just want to walk around manhattan like this

and my apartment like this

thanks Camus and Kafka for the angsty inspiration

xx

CMS